Jerry, it certainly appears that you have already amassed numerous friends. Please continue to hang in there. I was born with both legs broken and after numerous surgeries and braces and therapy, I learned to walk - but only after my brother was walking and he is 32 months younger than me. My mother said that there were many times that I wanted to simply give-up, but now I am very glad that her and my dad's and my friend's encouragements were non stop and I am now just like anyone else. Very soon, you will simply be like all of the rest of us and you'll no longer feel disappointed. One of the first things I do with new employees is to sit down and tell them what I expect from them and what they can expect from me. I am probably overly fair with them, because I am paranoid of developing a bad reputation, but I tell them that I also expect them to have an occasional "bad day". Bad days refine us, but do not define us! Hang in there!
OPG3 Tweak everything!